Loky's Den

Wednesday, August 18, 2010 1:58 pm

Well... Tomorrow it's the day itself.

I didn't tell a lot of people about it. Maybe people from camp and some other will know about it. I even went to the extend to tell some of them that I'll be going back camp tonight.

It's actually a small surgery but... It's my first time under knife and it will be done under GA.

Just... I wanna take this 'break' to really think through all the stuff again.

Life... Wasn't really good for me these few weeks.

Been really REALLY temperamental.

Why?

I've fallen... Into something that I shouldn't.

So... This MC period will be... The final time that I'll test it out.

I'm already prepared to have it not to turn out the way I wanted it to be.

It's more like... Clinging onto the smallest hope.

Just hope that... It'll turn out fine.

As long as I hope for it. It'll happen.

Will it...?

Was here but not Now.