Tuesday, March 28, 2006   1:21 pm
I had the worst feeling yesterday....I took my medicine before going to sleep, my heart start to ache...... The temperature in the room was very cold.... I fall asleep.... Everything starts to jumble up.... I heard alot of song played... alot of feeling started to flow.... My soul was almost pulled up by something.... It continued on and on.....I woke up at 5am plus..... Feeling very energetic... My mind was very alert...... Alot of thought start flowing...... I cried...... I'm afraid of going back to sleep..... I got a feeling that I wont wake up anymore.....At that time... I started to realised my surrounding...... The cold surrounding....I hope it is not the effect of the medicine.....Afraid...
Was here but not Now.