Loky's Den

Monday, January 02, 2006 3:42 pm

Time really pass very fast and it is a new year already.....

Lets talk about last week

Just as i expected.... i couldnt get anyone out on christmas eve and thus was rotting at home.... really disappointed in it...

Went back for rehearsal in school to do editing for DVPT and rehearsal for concert. However 2 days were the same as 'shu shu' was away in China, and JK and Chrislyn both didn't attend for 2 days.... Its like i'm performing a duet with WJ like that.... I'm really..... bwg liao.....

Thursday brought sis to the doctor... her throat infection was very serious that her fever shot up to 39 degree. It was also the day that the BBQ for the class is held in the chalet that they had... didnt want to go cause seeing 2 of them make mi..... fuming.... I also dunno why come into me but it just irritated me...... Yuck...

Saturday was the last day of 2005.... we met up at City Hall at 4pm to walk around first. At first i thought that 2 of them wont be coming but in the end..... haiz we still met up and i try to irritate 2 of them by being very happy.... haha i feel that i am very dumb to do that la... anyway we went to roam around then go to the bridge to watch the firework. It was already very crowded at around 8 plus..... Haha we played around on the bridge which was fenced off for the firework and waited for it. At last the firework started and it was beautiful.. It was very fun and i also see clearly the ugly side of human and the ones around me ba... haha. We went off and we we separated into 2... thanks to........ =S anyway we met up with Esther and walked to p.s to meet up the rest but in the end, everyone had left.... Walk so far fer nothing... the train service had stopped and thus we walk to take night rider home. I and esther board the bus at around 3 plus and reached Khatib at 4 plus. I send Esther home and it was drizzling at that time...

It felt good to be feeling the drizzle on the skin during midnight and i can feel the sorrow and the coldness it it. It feel really good... I went home and slept at around 5 plus on that day.

Woke up on Sunday on the 1st day of new year at 4 plus... what a 'good' way to start a new year. After that i used the computer and caused the computer to tio spyware.... wasted one whole day to try to remove the ad-ware.... stoopid me....

A New Year.... would I be able to find a new hope for my life.....?

Was here but not Now.